canceled

When I changed my relationship status on facebook, this is the warning message it gave me.

I thought that it saying 'Don't Cancel Relationship' was kind of funny, in a sad sort of way. Then for some reason it reminded me of a fortune from a cookie that Jason & I had shared. It said 'Stop looking forever happiness is just beside you.' Then all of the sudden it was just sad, and not funny at all...

Happy Earth Day!

The Free Press has some kinda interesting info on the history of Earth Day.

Here's a video I've been meaning to put up. Earth Day seems like a pretty good day to do it. It's worth watching, trust me. Youtube doesn't have an embeddable option or even a link option on this one, so here's the direct link -

orignal site


Sarah McLachlan - World On Fire

The world's on fire, it's more then I can handle.
I'll tap into the water, try and bring my share.
Try to bring more, more than I can handle.
Bring it to the table, bring what I am able.

Hearts are worn in these dark ages.
You're not alone in these stories' pages.
The light has fallen amongst the living and the dying,
and I'll try to hold it in.
Yeah, I'll try to hold it in.

I watch the heavens but I find no calling.
Something I can do to change what's coming.
Stay close to me while the sky's falling.
I don't wanna be left alone don't wanna be alone.

I watch the heavens but I find no calling.
Something I can do to change what's coming.
Stay close to me while the sky's falling.
I don't wanna be left alone don't wanna be alone.

Hearts break, hearts mend, love still hurts.
Visions clash, planes crash, still there's talk of saving souls, still cold's closing in on us.

We part the veil on our killer sun.
Stray from the straight line on this short run.
The more we take, the less we become.
The fortune of one man means less for some

I watch the heavens but I find no calling.
Something I can do to change what's coming.
Stay close to me while the sky's falling.
I don't wanna be left alone don't wanna be alone.

I just lost the game

next time...

This xkcd reminds me of myself a bit. The last panel of it, this is what I want in my next relationship. Of course, it's not the only thing I want. But someone who would want to make blanket forts & have Nerf gun fights would be pretty awesome...

Finally, spring is here! It's warm, it's sunny, the snow is melting... I'm very happy about it. It so nice to be able to go outside with out having to bundle up in a bunch of layers.

I'm so ready for spring this year... In some ways, it's been a long winter. The last part of it certainly long. Lots of changes going on. Yup, more change. Just what I wanted, eh? I don't really expect things to be easy. And I sure as hell don't want things to become stagnant. A little patch of calm water would be nice though... I'm really hoping that summer will bring that.

I'm going to be single again, very soon. As soon as I move out, actually. Which will be by the end of the month. I'm feeling very conflicted about it right now. One moment I'm totally heartbroken over it, and another I'm really excited about bing single again. Although, if this relationship has to end, at least it's ending in the spring. It's so much easier to feel hopeful this time of year. And it's a mutual decision, which makes it easier in a lot of ways. I get to keep my best friend, which is the most important thing. And all of our mutual friends. That's one part of break-ups I've never liked, the choosing who gets to 'keep' which friends. It always really sucks, and I'm so glad I don't have to do it this time.

As I mentioned above, I'm moving. With in the next couple of weeks in fact. I could be in this weekend if I wanted to, but I don't want to. I'm not quite ready for this. It was one of those get it now or it's gone situations, and was too good to let get away. I know that I won't find anything better. The relationship ends when I move out though, and I don't think that either of us thought I'd be out quite this quickly. I will be in the new place before the end of the month, at the latest. I'm moving into Jerri's place, which I think will be really great. It's close to work, and close to downtown as well. And being there will keep me connected with other people, and keep me out and active. I think that both will be really important for me, especially for the first few weeks.

I dunno, overall I think it's going to be a good summer. A great one even. I'm looking forward to it...

Hera - Feels So Good

Watching this video makes me happy. I bet it will make you happy too. I especially like the pile of puppies, and the bread shoes.

Sorry folks

No blog post again this week. :( I'm so exhausted that I don't even have the energy to sit here & type. I sat down for a minute after I ate, & next thing I knew I was waking up almost two hours later. Hopefully having a couple of days off will help, and I'll be able to get some sleep. I'll try to get something up tomorrow. Also, I'll do a Bal en Blanc post as soon as I have the pictures.